Leelee’s birthday was, as you know, a week ago today. October 15th. Extensions deadline. Or, the you I knew, knew. I have no idea if you know now. But you should. And you should have been here. I was coming home from the beach with my girls a week ago today, so I … Continue reading
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It Doesn’t Get Better
3 and almost a half months later, this is what I have to tell you…. It doesn’t get better. I wish I could tell you it does. But it doesn’t. Because he still isn’t here. And it just doesn’t get better. I wish I could tell you it gets easier. But it doesn’t. Because … Continue reading
What Are You Doing?
DISCLAIMER: Read the “About” page, and understand why this blog is called uglyreal. A whole lot of you aren’t gonna like this. And I understand that. I don’t like it either. And yet, it is uglyreal. It just is. ____________________________________________________________________________________________ So, Daddy, here we are again. Daddy + Football = Sad I wonder if there … Continue reading
Nobody Wants to Be This Mad…
…but I am, in fact, THIS mad. And isn’t about what I want. Not anymore. Because what I want isn’t here anymore. All that is left is just how I feel. And there is very little control over a feel. Y’all know this. So, I am THIS mad. I am. And the … Continue reading
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